My Darling,
Please don't hate me,
Blame my mind, not me,
I want life, please,
My emotions don't understand.
My Love,
Don't listen to the past,
I know I nearly broke the promise,
But not this time.
I won't break the skin.
My Darling,
As empty as I feel,
I won't, I couldn't, I can't,
No matter how much,
I want to see you again.
My Love,
It dances in my mind,
Now and again. But no!
Not a blade, or a pill,
Not a jump, or a rope.
My Darling,
I won't leave here early,
I'll let you collect me,
When my time is right,
To return to your arms.
My Love,
But I want to so badly,
Please don't hate me,
It's just a desire,
I'll fend it off.
My Darling,
I won't do it,
I'll keep the promise,
I'll wait.
Don't hate me.