It was meant to be breakfast, To kill the hangover, fix us up. Then the happy slap came, A worry, concern, conversed, Inquired, checked, asked, He told me you were low, Images of the ground rising, Swallowing you whole, Appeared in my mind. Common, but surprising. I know the feeling all too well. The freight train hit. Your pain, in all its mental manifestations, Dreams, longing for more, For a physical affliction. An emptiness formed inside me, Guilt encapsulated me, held me, That moment, I heard enough, The detonator had been pulled, You are too important, Too vital to this world.